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giselle ([personal profile] inwaits) wrote2018-05-18 12:19 pm

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[personal profile] wingstosee 2018-06-10 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ venus listens quietly as she gets her breathing back under control. it's... a lot to think about, in more ways than one. she knows what she'd tell jupiter, or neptune, or so many others. "why does that matter?" "it doesn't matter how much good or bad you do, he only cares about the good people to begin with." "why not leave him behind?"

but giselle's... not like them. venus hasn't known her long, but even she can see that. so she thinks over her words with a surprising amount of care, wiping gingerly at her eyes and sniffling enough that her voice sounds normal again, and she finally says:
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I think... mm. My pastor used to say that it didn't matter how many things you did wrong. [ she recalls the words easily enough, trying to not focus on the implications beneath them as she speaks. ] That if you were a good person at heart, God would always take you back when you asked. Maybe that's all that matters?

[ it's that if that makes this all so difficult to say. if you were a good person at heart. how long did it take her to come to terms with being... well, not? how did neptune, how did jupiter handle it?

the devil's in the details. maybe giselle won't focus on them for now.
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